Apparently, I keep running away from people. I keep blaming myself from all the wrongdoings. How fun it is to just let you slaughter your own self. I am not the mood of talking or even to smile. Do not take my actions too seriously. I'm just so tired, sick and disappointed. It seemed like everything I did wasn't good enough. I betol betol tak sehat and even if I sehat pon, itu adalah untuk menjaga hati semua pihak. Jangan call or text I kalau mengharapkan I akan reply atau pickup the calls. I akan reply atau pickup calls mereka yang I rasa betol betol nak je. I'm sorry. I'm just want to shut all my connections for a while. I need time for myself. Please understand. Take care everyone. I love you. (: