Saya lalai. Dia dah tunjuk semuanya. Yang mana baek, yang mana tidak. Saya lalai. Dia dah beri peringatan. Tapi saya lalai. Ya Allah, saya lalai. Betulkan haluan hambaMu ini. Saya lalai. Dan saya menyesal. Dia maseh sayang saya. Dia bagi pengajaran terbaek untuk saya. Saya tak akan lalai lagi. InshaAllah. (:
Ya Allah, selamatkanlah kawan kawan kt Egypt. Selamatkanlah warga Malaysia kat sana. I might sounded as paranoid as ever, tapi ni pasal keselamatan. Tak paham jgk kenapa tanak bawak balek dorang. Don't you like ever jeopardize nyawa manusia. Mak ayah dorang risau Tuhan jelah yang tau. Nak contact tak dapat. Macam mana nak tau depa selamat, okay ke tak. Put yourself in their shoes, man. Tolonglah.
Semoga kalian selamat semuanya. InshaAllah.
Semoga kalian selamat semuanya. InshaAllah.
eh skizo bin psiko. jangan nak interfere idup orang boleh tak? haha. satg sekali lagi you kacau die, i cari you sampai lubang cacing. dah, dah pegi masuk hospital check balek wayar kt otak tu. dah putus kot? and satu lagi, she is a wonderful girl. tak deserve langsung pencarian pasal oleh you tu. abaikan je lah die eh jaq? dah mmg tak betol jadi gitulah kot. alahaii, kalau die ape apekan you, gitau i. satgi i terbang pegi hempuk pale die. HAHAHA. garang tak? ;p loveyouuuuu.
How weird. One can be so close to you yet he/she can't understand you well. How weird when someone can be so cruel, ignore the apologize and just flew away. How weird when someone thinks he/she is prefect and do no wrong. Oh, its okay if you're the one who commiting the mistakes and say sorry, just like that? Oh drama queen, drama king. Kalau lah boleh jerit depan muka hang, best kot. Dah, tak payah nyendeng dah pasni. Tak suka.
Its’s hard to put your feelings into words. It’s hard to explain how you feel. When someone asks you whats wrong. It’s really hard to answer. You know you cant set words on your feelings and you know that no one can understand how you feel unless they’d felt the same way before.
Everyone got different problems, different reasons to be sad, to cry. And you’d might be broken inside, but never tell anyone the reason why. No one can understand and no one really cares. But one thing for sure, He will always be there for you. Have faith. Be strong girl. You know you are the one that I'm talking about. Loveyou. (:
Everyone got different problems, different reasons to be sad, to cry. And you’d might be broken inside, but never tell anyone the reason why. No one can understand and no one really cares. But one thing for sure, He will always be there for you. Have faith. Be strong girl. You know you are the one that I'm talking about. Loveyou. (:
9 LOVES.
1. Parents, family, Allah. A must 3 tu.
2. Photography. Aduhai. I'm still learning. Otai otai bijak pandai bagi tunjuk ajar ye? (:
3. Friends. Seriously I can't imagine my life without them.
4. Mc' Donalds. Reason for my dieting-failure. -.-
5. Internet. Well, who doesn't?
6. Cats. Oh please do not hit them on the road.
7. Apple products. iphone,imac etc. ;p
8. Natural face. Without make-up. Yaiy!
9. You.
10 SECRETS.
1. I woke up in the middle of the night and cried. Sometimes though.
2. I was an anorexic years ago.
3. I used to dream of becoming a surgeon. Cardiac surgeon to be exact.
4. My Malay is terribly terrible. I have to admit this.
5. I consume ice-cream almost everyday. Everyday.
6. I've been in accident before. Without telling anyone about that. Even my parents.
7. I travel a lot. And survived without snapping a photo.
8. I'm addicted to Coke's. Was.
9. Get in crush easily. But it won't lasted a day. Thank God!
10. In love. Was. And present.
Diddy - Dirty Money - Coming Home ft. Skylar Grey
dah dengar lagu ni beraaaaaaaatus kali. *hiperbola mungkin.
dah boleh hapal lirik, tp tatau tajok. -___-
haha thanks faez farhan untuk info berguna anda. (:
For what it's worth, it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again. -Benjamin Button. (:
Of all the sickness of life I've been through, I learned something.
'Do good only to those who treat you well. If they don't, they actually do not even deserve your attention.'
So, yes, I apologize if my action did harm you, emotionally. But you got to learn how to treat people the way you want to be treated. Be safe. You have my pray. But not my stupid kindness. Again. (:
'Do good only to those who treat you well. If they don't, they actually do not even deserve your attention.'
So, yes, I apologize if my action did harm you, emotionally. But you got to learn how to treat people the way you want to be treated. Be safe. You have my pray. But not my stupid kindness. Again. (:
i miss the days where we used to talk about almost everything. he is someone who i have no idea i will cling so much onto him. ngee thanks abg syafiq. you're indeed the best brother in this whole wide world. cepat cepat kahwin ye. i'll book my first flight of the day untuk pegi. err, drop the case whether you will invite me or not, but i'm going! HAHA. kita jumpe baru 3 kali kan? tp dah banyak rahsia abgsyafiq tia tau. *evil.evil.evil. ;p abgsyafiq pon mcm dah banyak je tau rahsia tia. -.- oh and so sorry for being such a clumsy girl back then. i'm getting matured by day, well, you got to believe me in this tau abg? hahaha. sorry we didn't get through each other as often as before, tp tia selalu je ingat abgsyafiq. kemsalam kakhana ye? rindu die. and rindu to see both of you. till then, brother. take care. (:
duet mengalir keluar macam air. satu hari kadang i've to spend almost beratusss. aduhai. kalau hari hari macam ni kering lah. mane nak menoreh getah? tade ke sape sape nak mintak upah jadi babysitter? i can be a good one. errr kot. haha. banyak kerja pending. bukan malas. ulang sekalii lagi, BUKAN MALAS. haha tapi tade idea. terkedek kedek lari mana ntah. pening. oh skang ni usaha tangga kejayaan. program itu ini. pluss i have to think psl my health lagi. oh yes, sem ni 7 subjek. 7 yawwwww. hahaha. kering kau fathiah, amek nak! haha.
itulah serba sedikit mengenai subjek kita semua ye puan puan sem ini. apa yang penting, maen maen jugak. makan makan jugak. study jangan lupa. tak dapat dean list, jangan arap sem depan boleh buat muka hepy tauuu macik fathiah. haha.
saya memerlukan mood ceria. jadi ini malam kita enjoy jap. hehe. boiiiiiii. :D
1) study skills. *oh lagi sekali? pleaseeeeee lah. -_____-
2) OB. *for real? fooooorr real?
3) macroeconomics. *ngeee. saya rasa saya akan suka subjek ini. :D
4) HR. *no idea. tutoppp mata! ngeri.
5) principle of finance *hehe. 'its all about stocks' ;p
6) business math. *be nice. tu je.
7) co-cu. *khidmat masyarakat immm cominggg! hahaa.
2) OB. *for real? fooooorr real?
3) macroeconomics. *ngeee. saya rasa saya akan suka subjek ini. :D
4) HR. *no idea. tutoppp mata! ngeri.
5) principle of finance *hehe. 'its all about stocks' ;p
6) business math. *be nice. tu je.
7) co-cu. *khidmat masyarakat immm cominggg! hahaa.
itulah serba sedikit mengenai subjek kita semua ye puan puan sem ini. apa yang penting, maen maen jugak. makan makan jugak. study jangan lupa. tak dapat dean list, jangan arap sem depan boleh buat muka hepy tauuu macik fathiah. haha.
saya memerlukan mood ceria. jadi ini malam kita enjoy jap. hehe. boiiiiiii. :D
troublesome betol. lupa itu. lupa ini. alahai. amnesia please lah jangan jadi lagi kronik. tadi parking depan office. g mcd g situ g sini, nak jalan balek pegi kt kereta, dah lupa jalan. berdiri je tgh jalan pikirrrr sampai benak kepala pikir then baru ingat. waaaa tanak satg lupa nama sdiri. tragis kot. yangggg dasat, lupa cane nak guna microsoft word. weiiiiiiiii mati esaimen cane nak buat kalau pasni lupa lagi. -.- kene pegi check kepala. macam dah tingtong. kepada semua, maap kalau tia lupa nama, lupa birthday, even lupa muka. huuu bukan sengaja. satg pegi fix kan balek tgk cane. -______________________________________________________-
The Band Perry - If I Die Young
IF I DIE YOUNG.
If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh oh oh
Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
ain't even grey, but she buries her baby
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time
If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time
And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I’ve never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time
So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done
A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I’m a goner
And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin’
If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh
The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh
The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time
So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
THEY ARE ANGELS WHO COME TO MEND MY HEART. BE SAFE BEAUTIFUL AND BE HAPPY. BECAUSE YOU DESERVE THE HAPPINESS. EVEN MORE THAN I AM. ILOVEYOU. ♥
nik anura safiya. oya.
hasnun hanafi.
tijah al-mohdzar.
farhana norazman.
nakiah abdullah.
hasyimah mahayidin.
iffah ghazali.
izyan sheep.
jacqueline grace.
azwani yusof.
ain.
irmellia.
shafiqa mama.
ibun nuraresya.
siti norhidayu.
zainab fad'aq.
ros syukriah.
nurul akmal.
nurunnisa idayu.
izni adnan.
hidayah ghani.
afwa roslan.
hajar aishah.
amalina rizal.
nurhanan atiq.
aisyah alias.
farah aziz.
♥♥♥
Saya rasa sehat sekarang. Mungkin bukan pada fizikal. Tp mentally and emotionally, I'm proud to say that I'm okay. Banyak doa. Banyak sabar. And banyak makan ubat of course! haha. Rindu. Pada semua. *yang terasa sahaja. haha. OH before tulis entry ni rasaanya tadi banyak nak potpet tp idea lari terkedek kedek pegi mana ntah. so till then. spread the loves. (:
Setiap yang terjadi pasti ada hikmah. My darling Ros Syukriah. Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter. And what matters for me now, is for you being happy. You got to live to experience something new each day - to learn something new, meet a new friend, bring joy into someone's life, feel the wind newly on your skin, touch a new fear, a new anger, and with focused intent and good fortune, find an ample measure of your own joy. Bluff them away if they ever said to you that you don't deserves happiness. Throw at them some of the shits if they wanted. But don't like ever deny your happiness.
There are ups and downs in life. I am not here to guarantee that you will be having a comfortable problemless life after this. But I want you to know, behind all that, you have me. And us. We are friends for life darling. We aren't friends for benefit, are we? Share your pain. Share your sorrow. And beyond of all, He knows everything. The best and yet, the worst. When you runs out of everything, turn to Him. And us. Who knows the miracles of life, dear.
Cheer up honey. This is not the end of life. My wondergirl won't gve up just like that kan? I am your Superman. Call upon me whenever you want. Iloveyou.♥
There are ups and downs in life. I am not here to guarantee that you will be having a comfortable problemless life after this. But I want you to know, behind all that, you have me. And us. We are friends for life darling. We aren't friends for benefit, are we? Share your pain. Share your sorrow. And beyond of all, He knows everything. The best and yet, the worst. When you runs out of everything, turn to Him. And us. Who knows the miracles of life, dear.
Cheer up honey. This is not the end of life. My wondergirl won't gve up just like that kan? I am your Superman. Call upon me whenever you want. Iloveyou.♥
i couldn't sleep. i think i know what is happening to me.
dear friend.
you're my best friend. there is undeniable that you're such a good friend. but friend, what happened when your feeling comes in between? we had been in that situation before. sucks yes. it is. i called you this and that. you called me this and that. we hated each other so much back then right? tp last last kita kawan balek. and you told me that you won't repeat the same mistake. i trusted you. but kenapa nak buat balek bende bukan bukan tu? it won't bother me this much kalau you tak tunjuk sangat kat orang about you feeling tu. but in the end, its me yang kene menjawab itu ini. i tak salahkan you. you kawan yang baek. tu kenyataan. tp you, kawan pon ade batas tau. i tak suka nak depan you laen, belakang you laen. itu bukan i. tp i cuma buat kita jadi gap macam ni, tak rapat sangat dah, sbb i taknak you pikir i bagi harapan kt you. i anggap you kawan. as in best friend. kalau you still nak lebih dari tu, atau expect lebih dari tu, then i think its time for us to say goodbye kan? i nak kawan lagi dengan you. you had been there during my ups and downs. mestilah i sayang you. tp sayang seorang kawan. that's all. you kene paham, dalam friendship tak boleh semuanya kita nak. harus give and take. maksud i, tak semua pasal kawan you kene tlg risaukan. some people are just big enough to take care of themselves. dorang pon ade hidup dorang. bukan maksud i, i dan lain lain tak appreciate cara you berkawan, tp kan you, berkawan itu ada caranya. i tahu you dah ada ramai best friends. and i paham kalau ape yg i cakap ni buat you bengang, terasa hati. sapelah sgt suka dicondemn. right? tp i bukan condemn you ni, tp as a friend, i rasa terpanggil tuk bagitau sume ni kt you. you, salahnya apabila you letak lebih dari apa yang sepatotnya dalam friendship tu. cinta. i tak jiwang, i pon tak sempurna tp i cuma tau, kalau you letak cinta and cinta tu tak berbalas, punahlah persahabatan tu. i cakap bukan atas sebab i benci you ke ape ke. i kawan you macam i kawan orang laen. macam mana i caring ngan orang laen, macam tu lah i caring ngan you. takde beza pon you. i mintak maap kalau i buat you terasa. betol bukan niat i. i mintak maap dari ujung rambut smpai ujung kaki. i cakap ni so that you takkan jadi pape pasni. i taknak once orang laen yg cakap camni depan you, you jadi miserable tak tahu nak buat apa. i am so sorry. this could be my fault. take care.
dear friend.
you're my best friend. there is undeniable that you're such a good friend. but friend, what happened when your feeling comes in between? we had been in that situation before. sucks yes. it is. i called you this and that. you called me this and that. we hated each other so much back then right? tp last last kita kawan balek. and you told me that you won't repeat the same mistake. i trusted you. but kenapa nak buat balek bende bukan bukan tu? it won't bother me this much kalau you tak tunjuk sangat kat orang about you feeling tu. but in the end, its me yang kene menjawab itu ini. i tak salahkan you. you kawan yang baek. tu kenyataan. tp you, kawan pon ade batas tau. i tak suka nak depan you laen, belakang you laen. itu bukan i. tp i cuma buat kita jadi gap macam ni, tak rapat sangat dah, sbb i taknak you pikir i bagi harapan kt you. i anggap you kawan. as in best friend. kalau you still nak lebih dari tu, atau expect lebih dari tu, then i think its time for us to say goodbye kan? i nak kawan lagi dengan you. you had been there during my ups and downs. mestilah i sayang you. tp sayang seorang kawan. that's all. you kene paham, dalam friendship tak boleh semuanya kita nak. harus give and take. maksud i, tak semua pasal kawan you kene tlg risaukan. some people are just big enough to take care of themselves. dorang pon ade hidup dorang. bukan maksud i, i dan lain lain tak appreciate cara you berkawan, tp kan you, berkawan itu ada caranya. i tahu you dah ada ramai best friends. and i paham kalau ape yg i cakap ni buat you bengang, terasa hati. sapelah sgt suka dicondemn. right? tp i bukan condemn you ni, tp as a friend, i rasa terpanggil tuk bagitau sume ni kt you. you, salahnya apabila you letak lebih dari apa yang sepatotnya dalam friendship tu. cinta. i tak jiwang, i pon tak sempurna tp i cuma tau, kalau you letak cinta and cinta tu tak berbalas, punahlah persahabatan tu. i cakap bukan atas sebab i benci you ke ape ke. i kawan you macam i kawan orang laen. macam mana i caring ngan orang laen, macam tu lah i caring ngan you. takde beza pon you. i mintak maap kalau i buat you terasa. betol bukan niat i. i mintak maap dari ujung rambut smpai ujung kaki. i cakap ni so that you takkan jadi pape pasni. i taknak once orang laen yg cakap camni depan you, you jadi miserable tak tahu nak buat apa. i am so sorry. this could be my fault. take care.
Dear Sharifah Syamimi Syed Omar.
Life isn't prefectly bounded to satisfy all our wants. There are ups and downs. There are problems. And there are solutions. The best thing that you could do now, is be patience. I am clueless of what should I say to you, but one thing for sure, you can always turn to me. Always. Anytime anywhere. Be strong dear. All this tantrums will be over soon. (:
Dear ALLAH.
Please take care of her. She meant the world to me. She needs You. And she is crying deep inside I know. Heal that with Your love. Show her love that she deserves. I love her because of You. And I hope someone out there love her because of You as well. (:
Life isn't prefectly bounded to satisfy all our wants. There are ups and downs. There are problems. And there are solutions. The best thing that you could do now, is be patience. I am clueless of what should I say to you, but one thing for sure, you can always turn to me. Always. Anytime anywhere. Be strong dear. All this tantrums will be over soon. (:
Dear ALLAH.
Please take care of her. She meant the world to me. She needs You. And she is crying deep inside I know. Heal that with Your love. Show her love that she deserves. I love her because of You. And I hope someone out there love her because of You as well. (:
Confidence is such a weird word. I wouldn’t say that I’m confident. I’m totally insecure and I’m my harshest critic. And I’m consistently down on my self and nothing is ever enough. But my fulfillment has come from wonderful people who come and gone from my life. They taught me well about this life and that is the best feeling in the world.
‘Forgive and forget,’ that’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back; when someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled, old wounds never heal, and the most we can hope for is one day we’ll be lucky enough to forget.
Right. Fever. And period pain. How irony. Body aches. Soul as well. How complement.
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OH ini bukan keluhan. hee sajeeee kadang merepek mengadu kt blog lagi baek dari mengadu kt sesetengah orang yang pikir bukan bukan. alah, bukan kamu yg rasa saket, ape tau? nak hina, hinalah. bukan kamu yg menilai saya kt akhirat nanti. nak benci, benci lah. bukan kamu yg saya sayang. nak buat ape, buat lah. sebab we are not even friends kottt. haha get a life. you're so not worth it. macam iklan kt tv, kerana dirimu begitu berharga. but this time, its in the other way around, kerana dirimu sangatlah tak berharga bagiku. sooo, syuhhh. haha. kasarrr? sape ajar? :/
People change. And this is me. I'm in love in someone. There is no wrong right? But that one person called it; pathetic enough. Pathetic. What is wrong with you? And yes, I have a friend who is using me, completely. And guess what? I'm just letting go of it. I'm letting myself to be used by YOU. It's not easy to say no to a friend. Really. Suffered. Emotionally and mentally. This is absolutely and unequivocally unacceptable. Dear YOU, I hope you won't be flushed out soon. And if that happened, it might be extremely terrible man. Get a grip of yourself. Get a life. Be grateful of what you have. And, just to let you know, I'm still loving you. (:
alahai.
batuk. saket dada. saket belakang. sangat kot. rasa macam nak tercabut je organ organ sume.
kerap sgt dah demam ni. bahaya. bahaya. tanak masuk hospital lagi. dah tobat dah.
waaaa esok g klinik tanak saket satg susah nak g jalan jalan. tanak saket satg dah tak dpt kebenaran buat itu ini. tanak saket sbb nak pokes study. hehe poyo pulak. ;p
kepada kakak kakak, abang abang senior yang dah dapat result arini, tahniah. kepada yang dapat elok ke tidak ke, tahniah jugak. anda dah berusaha kan. this is not the end of world. everyone have to seek the failure kan? that's how people learn. that's how people move on.
to loves, i miss you. been busy sorry i can't hit you more often. but i will. and oh, please take care of yourself ye?
much love. (:
batuk. saket dada. saket belakang. sangat kot. rasa macam nak tercabut je organ organ sume.
kerap sgt dah demam ni. bahaya. bahaya. tanak masuk hospital lagi. dah tobat dah.
waaaa esok g klinik tanak saket satg susah nak g jalan jalan. tanak saket satg dah tak dpt kebenaran buat itu ini. tanak saket sbb nak pokes study. hehe poyo pulak. ;p
kepada kakak kakak, abang abang senior yang dah dapat result arini, tahniah. kepada yang dapat elok ke tidak ke, tahniah jugak. anda dah berusaha kan. this is not the end of world. everyone have to seek the failure kan? that's how people learn. that's how people move on.
to loves, i miss you. been busy sorry i can't hit you more often. but i will. and oh, please take care of yourself ye?
much love. (:
I have to say this is the best holiday ever.
its worth more than travelling around-else. THIS IS NO KIDDING.
thanks wani, mell, ain and nazirah for the days we spent togheter. thanks sbb kasi I tumpang bilik you girls. heee sepah sepah kan? sorry tapi aritu I dah kemas balek kan? haha. thanks jugak sbb tgk movie cite seram. grrrrr korang memang! thanks mell sbb suh I tido je mase tgk tu. haha. ngeri kot! korang dan dan je tgk cite tu eh. oh ye, thanks jugak sbb duk dgr I merepek ntah pape. bergosip lebih. alahh korang pon same! HAHAHA. sayang korang sampai syurga.
its worth more than travelling around-else. THIS IS NO KIDDING.
thanks wani, mell, ain and nazirah for the days we spent togheter. thanks sbb kasi I tumpang bilik you girls. heee sepah sepah kan? sorry tapi aritu I dah kemas balek kan? haha. thanks jugak sbb tgk movie cite seram. grrrrr korang memang! thanks mell sbb suh I tido je mase tgk tu. haha. ngeri kot! korang dan dan je tgk cite tu eh. oh ye, thanks jugak sbb duk dgr I merepek ntah pape. bergosip lebih. alahh korang pon same! HAHAHA. sayang korang sampai syurga.
"insyaAllah smoga pershbtn kito berkekalan.n sm2 kita pimpin tgn2 kita n mnyatukan ati kita smua mnuju syurga Allah" - Syawalini.
ya Allah.
Sayangku syawalini.
Thanks for being such a nice friend.
You're indeed one of my soulmates.
I love you more than everything else. Only Allah knows how much I love you darling.
Take care. much love sayang. (:
Apabila kamu merasa letih kerana berbuat kebaikan maka sesungguhnya keletihan itu akan hilang dan kebaikan yang dilakukan akan terus kekal. Dan sekiranya kamu berseronok dengan dosa maka sesungguhnya keseronokan itu akan hilang dan dosa yang dilakukan akan terus kekal. -Saidina Ali bin Abi Thalib.
-WAHIDAH ZAMIL-
i love you sis. (:
-WAHIDAH ZAMIL-
i love you sis. (:
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